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**Jumping Jen**. Proud Iskolar ng Bayan. Full-time student. Part-time girlfriend. Cynically happy human being. :)) |
She:
I knew it when I held his hand
I felt it when I leaned over to kiss him
I know, I’m not naïve
There’s someone else, there is
He clutched on to me
But I know it was bogus
He tried to articulate love to me
But it was a lie—very obvious
So much for my perfect romance
Something I envisioned all my life
Looks like reality just knocked the sense out of me
Imaginary legend of an immortal daydream
He knew it’d break me apart
All his kisses were all but simulations of our used-to-be’s
He knows I deserve more than this
There’s someone else, there is
He:
I touched her and then felt guilt
I kissed her back; an innocent mimicry
I think she knows about the other
There’s someone else, there is
Whenever we’re together it’s just so bland
It will never be the same—that’s a fact
Maybe I’ve outgrown this relationship of ours
Yes, I’m lying to her but it’s something I never wanted
When I’m with another I feel so free
It’s a remorseful act I’m now comfortable with
I know it’s wrong yet it feels so damn right
But it’s so hard to break free from her grasp
I know it would obliterate her grounds
But I can’t go on pretending
She deserves more than all these
There’s someone else, there is
The other woman:
I saw it when he held her hand
I watched them but I wanted to die
Does she know about me?
There’s someone else, that’s me
She clung to him—tightly, securely
He was endearing and caring too
Though I knew he was faking
Inside, I was deeply hurting
How does he feel when they’re together?
I know he’s a man I share with another
I know it’s a lapse on my morality
But I intend to snatch him—away, if I may say
It’s a decision between my heart and my mind
But I can’t prolong this selfish act
I deserve more than this—a man of my own
There’s someone else, and I regret that it’s me